even though i was leaving to see another man…[june08]

Thanks for last night em.
And I’m sorry I’ve been such a fuck-up in so many ways.
I
guess I have to understand if you’ve decided you’ve had enough of me -
but I can’t pretend not to be broken by it when what I most want/ed in
the world was for us to have a chance.
You lift me up and inspire me in a thousand different ways, make me want to heal and grow and be the best I can.
Travel safe and be inspired gorgeous.
I love you.
x N.